Yeah I've been waiting all day for you, babe.So won't you come and sit and talk to me? Tell me how we are gonna be together always? Hope you know when it's late at night, I hold on to my pillow tight and think of how you promised me 'forever'. I never thought that any one could make me feel this way. Now that your here all I want is just a chance to say: Get out, leave right now. It's the end of you and me. It's too late now and I can't wait for you to be gone, because I know about her and I wonder how I bought all the lies? You said that you would treat me right but you were just a waste of time!
Tell me why your looking so confused when I'm the one who didn't know the truth? How could you ever be so cold? To go behind my back and do such things? Boy, you must have gone and bumped your head because you left her number on your phone.
So now that through all that is said and done maybe I'm the one to blame to think that you could be the one! Well it didn't work out that way. Get out, leave right now it's the end of you and me. It's too late now and I can't wait for you to be gone because I know about her and I wonder how I bought all the lies? You said that you would treat me right but you were just a waste of time!
I wanted you right here with me but I have no choice, you've got to leave! Because my heart is breaking with every word I'm saying. I gave up on everything I had for something that just wouldn't last but I refuse to cry. No tears will fall from these eyes. Get out, leave right now It's the end of you and me It's too late now and I can't wait for you to be gone. Because I know about her and I wonder how I bought all the lies? You said that you would treat me right but you were just a waste of time!  

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I stare at my reflection in the mirror
Why am I doing this to myself?
Losing my mind on a tiny error,
I nearly left the real me on the shelf .

Don't lose who you are in the blur of the stars!
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
It's okay not to be okay.
Sometimes it's hard to follow your heart.
Tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising.
Just be true to who you are!

Brushing my hair, do I look perfect?
I forgot what to do to fit the mould.
The more I try the less it's working.
Because everything aside me screams:

"no, no, no, no"

But tears don't mean you're losing.

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i miss him so so badly.

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I do not need friends as long as i have books.

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could be me begging him not to go..

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♥